things i shouldn't tell you on my blog

but am going to anyway….

 

this is my journal and i want to write what i want to write, but, i fear that no one really reads this anyway but my sister meg (hi sis)

yet i cant say that I'm having a cocktail and feel like someone beat me up and this is how i feel most everyday that i work and it scares me because i fear my disease is getting worse. but am happy to announce i don't drink a cocktail every night i feel like this or i would be an alcoholic!

i don't like that I'm crazy in love and living in a world where i  worry about not living up to expectations, seeing as though, apparently, i have failed at this sort of thing once before.

 

seeeee, not supposed to tell you this!

i think i need a blog that no one can see, one i can be myself, say what's in my heart without worrying about a pity party or what will be read by who knows who.

i want a blog where it really doesn't matter that at 31 years old that i cant spell, or punctuate, although id really like to do better at that.

i think a new blog is in order, i think that is 2011

does anyone else ever feel like this?

i mean i actually had a good day and am deliriously happy in life, but ya know, sometimes ya just have a moment

Santa, temple lights and more

this year Christmas was a complete blur! I think with news that I was moving 2 days after Christmas made the month a little more hectic to say the least especially since Christmas eve and Christmas morning are both held at my house with family staying over and my sister here for the week. I did my best to pack the house while leaving the “family room area” that was decorated for Christmas alone. it was challenging because I HATE clutter with a passion but else was there to do? boxes in one room stacked as high as I could get them and normalcy in the next… but we did manage to do some great things! londy, nonni and I went to see tangled, the whole family minus Ronnie (choppers son) made it to the temple lights and to Rosas…yum (although the service was terrible and I swear there were two guys working the whole place, from the kitchen to the waiter to cleaning the toilets in the back!) we wrote letters to Santa, watched lots of Christmas movies, made gingerbread houses, went to a couple parties, made reindeer food,  laughed a lot, played with Meggie, ate and drank our fair share, opened presents and managed to relax. it was a good Christmas! and we are so blessed for having each other!

 

 

flaky

and I'm not talking the yummy buttery biscuit kind! I do not know what my problem is lately…perhaps too much on my plate with moving and all but yesterday I missed my sister in laws baby shower! I mean come on Bri! I had the invite on the fridge for weeks, had sewn her presents, was all excited about baby girl Bryce and ready to go NEXT Sunday to the shower. and while we were out of town yesterday playing in the snow (more on that later) and I could not have gone anyway, I still can not believe that I missed it! I am sooo sorry misty, what a great sister I am huh? oh and that isn't all folks…I have been doing this sort of thing repeatedly for weeks if not months. I am hoping now that I'm a little more settled that I can get on the ball and be better…lets put that at the top of goals for 2011…that and MANY MANY other things:)

 

happy Monday all

trick or treaty happy Halloweeny

this year I got little miss on Halloween night. it was a Sunday and most of her good friends we would normally go play with are LDS and are not allowed to run about on Sunday night…however her mother is a heathen and sooooo

tricky treatsing we went. it was quiet in the neighborhood which is rare and I couldn't tell if it was because it was on Sunday or because the economy sucks or because people are doing more house parties, trunk or treatings and indoor “mall” type  “safe” places. we did not seem to mind a bit as we wandered house to house then back to our house to pass out candy. good ol pandora radio kept us rockin with some spooky Halloween symphony music and londy passed passed passed out candy while giggling at chopper and I trading hats back and forth. oh how I love the Halloween night:)

the little hot mama was wicked witch of the east…minus the green face and striped tights. she insisted on the red sparkle shoes because “thats what the witch wears on the weekends, they are her going out shoes” i bout died laughing at that one!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

mary mary

 

Mary Mary quite contrary,
How does your garden grow?
With silver bells and cockle shells
And pretty maids all in a row.

little miss and i decided a few weeks back that we had had it with summer and we were ready for fall….so to home depot we did go and bought some of my favorite gerber daisys to plant here and there. along with some annuals. why does it just fill my soul with joy to see pretty flowers? i dont know but it sure does. the weather was amazing this day! so scootter riding and toes a polishing were done after planting:) a day just me and my girl is such a wonderful thing!

 

 

 

goofin with the camera….cause hey! its what we do!

giveaway

my darling friend amy is doing a giveaway on her fabulous holiday cards. enter to win custom christmas cards by going here
http://inkddesigns.blogspot.com/2010/11/out-with-halloween-in-with-christmas.html

trust me its worth the look:)

so long farewell

see ya later alligator

after awhile crocodile

bye bye butterfly

out the door dinosaur

so long king kong

give a hug ladybug

be sweet parakeet

blow a kiss goldfish

londy has been coming home everyday telling me a different goodbye…i think they are soo stinkin cute! that’s my girl!